Thankful ♥

thankful ..

the word which always we hear. i know, everybody know and ever hear it surely.

but have we do it in our real life?

i guess not at all include myself ..

"Thankful is Impressed with a sense of kindness received, and ready to acknowledge it; grateful"-brainyqoute

so, why i choose this topic to be writen? because i remember about my conversation with my bestfriend last evening.

we talked about our study and our ambition.

do you know what? some of us get the different things between of our study now and our ambition in the past time.

guys, we can plan what we wanna do so well, but it doesn't mean that we can reach what we have planed so well too.

that's what my friends and i felt. 

sometimes, when we want A, in our life God give us B. all we can do is just disapointed and think that God is unfair. 
then we don't accept God giving happily. we throwing it away.


is it true way?

big NO !


we never know what the best for us. not all our anxiety is good for us or for our life. 
we plan something, we try to get it, we pray and ask God to let us get it, but in the end we can't.
should we be angry ?


guys, when God doesn't give us what we want, it doesn't mean that God is unfair.
God always be fair, whenever. 
But, God knows what the best for us. 


God knows more than everything. so what must we do if we're given something which we won't?
just THANKFUL and accept it happily..
there will be something behind that. maybe what we get is useless for now, but we never know how that in the future. 
because nothing is in vain in this earth ♥


and when we be grateful, God will give more for us.
so there's no reason not to give thanks to God. what we get today, last day, or tomorrow is all God giving. 

"Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom." - Marcel Proust

"Some people are always grumbling because roses have thorns. I am thankfulthat thorns have roses." - Alphonse Karr

"In daily life we must see that it is not happiness that makes us grateful, but gratefulness that makes us happy." - Brother David Steindl-Rast 

"Be thankful for what you have and you will end up having more. But if you concentrate on what you don't have, you'll never, ever have enough." - Oprah Winfrey

precious time w/ my bestfriend ^^

yeeeeeey welcome holidaaaay ! :D
i know this is late to say it. but i think it doesnt matter to say 'welcome' whenever as long as the holiday isn't end yet.


yaa seperti biasaa. i spend my holiday in my hometown, Lhokseumawe, with my precious family. walaupun liburan kali ini i just stay at home at all, tapi itu ga ngurangin how much i'm interested with this holiday :)
i've been a week in here. dan rasanyaaa setiap harinya aku pengen waktu diputar balik disaat aku baru tiba di rumah. but i know its impossilbe :(


selama hampir seminggu disini , aku belum kemana mana dan ngelakuin apapun selain stay di rumah, makan, tidur, ntn, just do the daily activities lah pokoknya. dan akhirnya kemarin , for the first time i go out and have some hangout with one of my bestfriend, cynthia eka putri.
and then the day before yesterday, another my bestfriend come from Medan (because she is continuing her study there) and it means , our pesonil almost complite :D
asiiiiiik ....


and finally, yesterday we decided to hangout and hunting some photos. and this is it .......

me and wiwin

cynthia and me 

we are the next "the sister" haha

yaaa begituulah kira-kiraaa some photos that we've taken. anyway, i feel so happy can meet them again. secara we separated too far (ga far far banget sih sebenarnyaaa, medan-banda aceh doang -_-) dan cuma bisa ketemu di holiday kayak skg. itulah makanyaaa , setiap detiknya berhargaaa buat kami.
but one thing that i can't believe, they still be my crazy friend!! they never change, guys. and we never change. kami tetap ngelakuin kebiasaan-kebiasaan sprti biasa ngumpul. laugh laugh and laugh :D
ooh damn i love them so much !!


maybe this is what people say about friendship. and i can feel it, really. the real friendship will never die although you separated so far. the real friendship will always listening and understanding.....
so, jaga mereka sahabat-sahabat kitaa and dont ever make them dissapointed. because they're PRECIOUS guys :)


seee yaa :D

M O V E ON ...

Thas is the hardest thing according to me. ini udah satu tahun lebih berlalu but I never can move on and clearly forget all of my old story with my ex-boyf. Aku ga tau kenapa. Its seems like I’m too stupid? Yes I guess..

Tapi itulah kenyataannyaa. Ada banyak hal yang mungkin jadi penyebabnya. Salah satunya, I have too many moments with him. And it can’t be erased as easy as I think. When I walked and decided to forget our story, someone come and force me to remember that again and again. I’ve tried many ways. Include, finding someone new. Itu hampir berhasil awalnya but it’s fail in the end.  Setelah mencoba cara yang sama berkali-kali, at least I get the answer. Kalau ternyata, melupakan seseorang dengan melampiaskannya ke org lain, IT’S NEVER SUCCESS. 
Karena sadar atau tidak, kita pasti akan membandingkan dia yg baru dengan dia yg lama. So what is the true way? I have some answers..

•           Let your soul closer to God and pray to God when you feel everything.

You know what? God is stronger more than everything. God is always there to help you more than people who just promise that always beside us. Tapi nyatanya? Mereka akan meninggalkan kita and become the worse listener ketika mereka juga punya masalah. But God? God always be a good listener for us whenever and wherever we are. So just pray to God and ask, “please give me the best. If forget him is best for my life just let me do it. But if it’s not. Show me the reason why.”

•  Don’t ever try to forget him just let it run seperti seharusnya.

Why I say like that? Guys, ketika kita mencoba melupakan sesuatu hal yg mgkn pada dsrnya we don’t need to forget itu sama aja menyiksa diri dan membuang-buang waktu. jika kita berhasil melupakannya pun, Itu hanya sementara. So, how the ways? Cukup biarkan semuanya berjalan apa adanya dan ubah cara pandang kita. Mungkin dulunya kita menganggap dia someone special, but now ubah cara pandang kita dan anggap he is him. Nothing special.

•          Open your heart and find someone new when your heart READY.

This is the last point. Silahkan buka hati kamu dan cari seseorang special yang baru. Tapi itu akan berhasil jika kita melakukannya disaat our heart is 100% ready to put someone special again. Kalau belum siap dan masih ada bayang-bayang si dia yg lalu, STOP IT. Don’t do it. Karena itu Cuma akan membuat kita membandingkan dia dgn yang duluu. Dan akhirnyaaaa , we never can forget him.

Yaah itulah a little bit suggestion that I can share. I’m in processing to do it. Haha but I’m sure that I can move on. If I can, why you don’t? lets continue our storylife. There are so many another story that have been waited for us. anyway, lets find them :)

Well  guys , aku pernah baca suatu quote di suatu buku yang bunyinya “Men can plan everything seriously. Just don’t forget God Senses’s of humor”

Yg jadi pertanyaan selera humor Tuhan itu yang gimana? Ituu yang sampek sekarang susah gituu yaa dicerna otak ane gan.

Tapi yaaa bukan itu yg mau saya bahas sekarang. Saya akan mengangkat satu tema yang universal atau umum bahasa ibunya, itu adalah tentang hidup.

Guys , kita pasti sering ngedengar bahwa hidup itu berputar kayak roda. Kadang kita di atas merasakan kebahagiaan yang penuh , bergelimangan harta , bergelimangan pacar, dari sisi kuliah juga sukses , tampang oke , kendaraan oke, gadget apalagi. Pokoknya semuanya yg mengandung unsur bahagia. Tapi semuanya yang ada di dunia ini punya batas kadaluarsanya guys. Makanan kemasan aja punya tanggal expired. Hidup kita juga gitu. Kebahagiaan juga punya masa rentang waktu untuk dinikmati. Dan jika tanggal kadaluarsanya itu udah datang, kebahagiaan itu jadi basi dan ga bisa lagi dinikmati.

Disinilah roda kehidupan kita berputar. Kita berada di bawah. No harta , no pacar, nilai mata kuliah D semuaa, tampang mulai berjerawat awut-awutan, jalan kaki, dan gadget (hp,ipad,dsb) keberadaannya uda di pegadaian.

Mungkin kita ngerasa ‘wah Tuhan ga adil ni’. Tuhan selalu adil. bahkan SANGAT adil. kebayang ga kalau aja Tuhan ngebiarin hidup kita gituuu aja. Yang ngerasain bahagia yaa bahagiaaa ajaaa terus. Yang ngerasain sedih yaa sedih terus dari dia lahir sampek dia uda koit juga sedih. Lebih ga adil kan?

Nah gimana lagi kalo Tuhan ngasih semua makhluknya bahagia. Kalo semua nya bahagia , apa guna dong seorang psikolog? Apa guna pegadaian? Apa guna air mata? Iya kan?

Intinya, dalam hidup ini semuanya punya batas waktu guys. Nikmatin ajaaa semuanya dengan ikhlas sampai batas waktunya abis. Ga perlu nyesali keadaan yg ada karna toh tanpa di sesali keadaan yg ada juga bakal berubah. Yang penting selalu ngelakuin yg terbaik.

Oke lah , segitu aja duluu. Semoga ada point-point positif yang bisa diambil dan dicerna yaa :D

i n t r o d u c e

hai , heloo , this is the first time for me to write in a blog like this.
and i will start with tell you all about myself.


just call me dessy :)
i was born on eighteen years old ago. so you can count yourself how my age now.


God give me a WONDERFUL family. yaa , so i have an EXTRAORDINARY parents. i love them so much. more than everything , more than i love myself.
thats why i always try to be the best child for them.
the biggest happiness in my whole world is can make them proud of me :)
and i always try to make it true.






and i wanna say so many thanks to God. because i have given a good brother and sisters. although we seldom talk , but i know we love each other.


besides all it , my life is also colourfull because God give me the true friends :)
yaa they are MY BEST FRIENDS.
Six girls who always there whenever i need them. in the senior high school , we always spend our time together. 
we laughed , talked everything , do everything together. and its so nice moment. 


actually , i'm so sad because now we can't do anything together again like we usually do. because , we must separated too far :(


but now its no matter. we believe that we can be together again in the future. with a success story from us :)


yaaa i miss you all so much my girl tisha lazuana , luthfia dwinta anggraini , reyhana gathari , cynthia eka putri , siti merinda , annisa hazrina :)

this is when we are in the hatest subject laboratorium : PHYSIC

i always miss this moment :')

we must run to get our dream. and thats what we do now guys :)

and i never forget this moment girl ,

and the last , i think how lucky i am. why ?
because now , i have someone who love me with all my weakness :')
thanks God for the greatest gift.


i love you my RF :)